:: Nightmares And Illusions ::

:: Thursday, June 13, 2002 ::

The Psychology Of A Psychopath

All this time i was really alone
Never knowing it
Beautiful lies....like a steel web
Trapped forever....

You want to know me
You stupid fool
I am never.....never will i be.....never
When you seen me..you seen NOTHING!!!!

Say goodbye...Make me bleed
I set here with this feeling
This shotgun in my hands...At my head
With a explosion of red....THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW ME IS GONE!!!!!

Do you want to save me?
THERE'S NOT A FUCKING THING YOU CAN DO!!!
I'm gone and never coming back
I am the end of me.....The Coma

Crushing,Tear it away,,Hate me
This is my lullaby
Passing away....Not so silently
Drink this....This choking drink

I don't feel anymore
I hear only the crying
Blunt trauma....
Free falling....to the asphalt

NO ONE WILL HEAR ME AGAIN
NOTHING WILL BE BROKEN
SCARS HEAL......TIME ONLY TELLS
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME???

I am nothing
You are alone
Tears mean nothing
There is no coming back....

You will be able to find me easily
On that mountain...Under that rock
Flying through the skies...on the darkest of nights...
Hear my voice in the thunder.....my pain in the lightning

Only one.....Just one more change
From living to death
This world will devour me
And spit me back out.......starting again




:: WishKiller 9:55 PM [+] ::
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Absolution

I don't want this anymore
Everything is dead
Killed inside
Dying

Why are you doing this??I don't want this
Blinded by all i needed
Bound by the words i spoke
No way to get out of this

Haunting me...why??
I didn't do anything wrong
You never cared about me
Its not my fault

Laying there
You were more beautiful than the day you died
So peacefull.....Bleeding
Feathery wings torn from your back

Infected scars...your only flaw
Did it hurt??...When you fell so far???
Landing like that
Flesh is more durable than you think

I will do anything to have you back
Anything you want
Open your eyes....Tell me what to do!!!
Carnal instincts.....I want you to.......

Believe when i say you are needed
Why do you insist on hurting me?
I didn't know it would hurt so...
Forgive my ignorance

I will meet you there
Give me the directions....the means
Broken glass...Broken bones
Broken will you gave to me

My pride was within you
Locked in a rusted cage
Burning endlessly
Immolated

Bleeding so lovely
Pure now
As though you never sinned
I call out to you

Never have i felt so hollow
My mind...My soul
Nowhere..No one....Not again
Come back to me

You left me alone....
Gone insane
God damn it OPEN YOUR EYES
Fly away

Like a deer in the headlights
Buried alive
Missing this life
Running away....Far away



It is always like this...Alone
Gone away...Alone
I miss you...Alone
Loved you...Alone
Needing this...Alone
Isolated...Alone
Never Again...Alone
Forever Alone!!!!!




:: WishKiller 12:06 AM [+] ::
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